Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
I’m so sorry... my emotion was unstable... I don’t mean it...
Oh please forgive me...
I was looking for you... I really miss you...
I felt so lonely with out you..
All of sudden I realize that I’m in crush with you...
Me: B A B Y C I K A R O
by: William Shakespeare
- HALL I compare thee to a summer's day?
- Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
- Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
- And summer's lease hath all too short a date.
- Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
- And often is his gold complexion dimmed;
- And every fair from fair sometime declines,
- By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimmed:
- But thy eternal summer shall not fade
- Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,
- Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade
- When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.
- So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
- So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
|"Sonnet #18" was originally published in Shake-speares Sonnets: Never before Imprinted (1609).|
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
He makes me happy.. he cheer me up.. he add energy to my life.. He make jokes and make me addicted to it. Well, I'm not desperate, but he makes me feel comfortable, and the most important thing, he makes me feel young and let me see how to enjoy life.
I am young, but the feeling of mine when spending time with him can't be bought anywhere in the world.. Oh my Gucci… I’m so addicted…
I am addicted to him, addicted to the moment which cheer up my day and the feeling of being appreciated. He appreciate me from head to toe, and keep on telling me how his feeling grow as times goes by...
All of sudden, I realize, his is not mine, and I am not his. But nothing is impossible in this world, miracle might happen… May GOD bless me and show me the best way to my future…
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Life is beautiful, it is and will always be. But it also depends from which aspect we see it.
Having a relationship or precisely having a commitment is not an easy task. All I can say based on my experiences and my flowing dilemma, it needs lots of sacrifice, patients and a careful planning and acting. For every steps, thinking twice, carefully and deeply is a must, and not forgotten to remind yourself of the consequences and risk. And the most, people will always take for granted , is being prepared on what will come next, either positive consequences or negative.
Like the oldies said, people changed as times goes by, but some doesn’t where it would be a very small percentage. Some changed positively with positive life development. But some vice versa.
Most of the time, the early stage of a relationship seem to be the best part, but not for all relationship. Some getting better and better as times goes by.
Having an affair is just like a rolling tyre, sometimes we’re on the top and sometimes you’re at the bottom. Well, in Malay they called it as “liku-liku kehidupan”. I like the pronounciation…
Sunday, September 19, 2010
But life isn’t that easy, life is full of surprises and uncertainty. Like the oldies always said, we’ll know it when we found someone which God dedicated to us. May be at the moment, I kind of “know” that. But it seem doesn’t last for a long time.
But then, it happened again and again and again and comes with challenging environment. This always offered challenging decisions. Well, don’t judge me to be ungrateful, I’m a human being. Like the oldies said, human learn from mistake, trial an error. And people always said, “Follow your heart”.
One great person, whom I can’t remember his name said, when something good happened, we might like it very much, but sometimes it not good for us and vice versa. I can’t say life is unfair, it makes me sound ungrateful.
OMG!!! A guy commented on me, “She is an average girl, nothing special.” But another said “She is sexy from head to toe, I like her. She is my taste.” And he keeps on hunting me. I guess the abstractness of woman beauty could explain that situation.
I’m very grateful because there are people out there who appreciate me and love me as whom I am. Thank God, I’m grateful to have this look, size, and shape. I’m very-very-very grateful.